Wednesday, June 14, 2006
" I " - DEATH
Dicomfort , I weave within me
Choked & abused,implicated.
I pray, I know I have he who doesnot exist
As the only light that burns
No one I can think.
No friend
No foe.
Not my own even.
I wish to quit.....hv mercy..
I wish to kill & drink.
I don’t.
Stopped by an untold force
Stopped by an unheard word
Cursed as I feel
Stopped by an empty conscience
Stopped by what? I am still to search...I search
All complicated and contradicting,all prevailing
Still plain,unscathed.
My body feels heavy,my heart numb.
So self obssessed.
No choice but hold.
This too shall pass,
I try enjoy the abusal,
Killing a small part
At the cost of an experience
Some new found knowledge.
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2 comments:
loved the fact that u could reach such depths within ur own mind,somthin not as easy as people perceive.but at the same time inviting vulnerability is not the same as being vulnerable.its a matter of choice,nd when u CAN make a choice,its upto u to live it up..
No choice but hold.
This too shall pass,
I try enjoy the abusal,
Killing a small part
At the cost of an experience
Some new found knowledge...
....burnt,hurt,broke
fall down n then fall deeper
wounds..they never heal
pains...do i feel?
a void
somewhere inside
wandering thru oblivion
is there ne choice?
sry to add something...but the word "choice" reminded me of something....the words run away frm me when i try to praise ur words..coz they kno they fall short
nice reading u
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